Excess
Excess is success
But it's also destruction
I'm trying to suction the
Thoughts out of my mind
That scream I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine
I'm not fine, and the reason why
Excess is success but it's also
Destruction, an excess of thoughts
An excess of thoughts, an excess
Of life, buzzing in my mind, telling me
How messed up the world is, telling me
How meaningless life is, telling me
How life would be better if humans
Just didn't exist, if I just didn't exist
I'd be able to finally change the world
Like I always wanted to as a little girl
But people would miss me
Would the effect be greater or worse?
The curse of existence, this system
Of who to choose, this system cursing
My mind, I'm not fine, I'm not fine.
An excess of thoughts, an excess
Of tears, an excess of fears
I'm not fine, I'm not fine.
Excess is success
But it's also destruction
I'm trying to suction the
Thoughts out of my head
Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead
No, not dead, alive, an excess of
Energy, and energy is life, but thinking
Is so exhausting that it does make you
Want to sleep eternally
Or is that just me?
Destruction, destruction
Destruction.