Were you aware that you, in fact, are my biggest fear?

There is a purpose behind the hardening that I have committed of a vital organ within my body 

As the shell has began to break at a pace I cannot keep up with

I find fear in the fact that your voice told my mind what my heart forgot to mention

As I began to know the incapsulated portions of feelings tightly raveled 

Where these fears provoking passions and portions began consuming a mind wiped clean of anything of the sort

Deep within there are passages: shackled and chained

There was complexity in such a lock placed so strategically within me

But you, you held the key

Falling deeper and deeper into a place so dark and untouched my own mind has ceased to visit

Yet you have held that key so tightly in your grasp that your fingerprints know it by memory 

That place...it knows you by memory

It knows you by name far quicker than my mind ever will 

Because there is something magnificently terrifying about you becoming a part of me

And I becoming a part of you

And us becoming "we"

And you, looking at me, only to find yourself complete

But if you are going to fall, if you are going to jump, I want to come too

Searching caverns of the unknown 

Reaching depths far surpassing my own immediate comfort

And oh, oh how you know how terrified of depth I can be

Funny, how my biggest fear can extinguish all others

How petty the vastness of depth can be in comparison to the vastness within you

"Perfect love casts out all fear"

That's what they say, right?

Finding comfort in my fear is a paradox I will eternally hold tightly

So hello, man of my affection 

My greatest and my deepest fear

You are my favorite contradiction

My eternal paradox