Lost, confused, usure of the past

Wondering, sinking, how long will this last?

Dreams of clarity, dreams of certainty

Why do I continue to keep this company?

Looking at the future, unable to see a thing

The fog is clouding, as is this drink

Unable to stand, unable to to breathe.

I continue to damage the myelin sheath.

No more! No more! confusion is gone.

I am now loving this life's song.

The future is clear, The future is bright,

Though far less poetic, but that's all right.

understanding is clear, academia on the mind

I have finally found, what was so hard to find.