Screaming In room is hard for me.

It's hard to believe you really cared for me.

You said you loved me but apparently you loved pills more.

Now somedays I wish I would have answered your voice at the door.

I couldn't though, there was too much hurt in me,

I was only 7 years old mom! The fact you loved me was hard to see!

I'm not gonna say I forgive you because it hasn't happend. 

You said you loved me well then were you at then?!

This isn't fair to me.

I might forgive you in the futre but its hard to tell.

You put me through pain on earth mom.

You put me through living hell.