2012 was a horrible year.

Now My life is filled with tears.

Called me and my sister in the living room,

That is when they announced the BIG OL' BOOM!

Now we had to make room for one more person,

In my mind I'm just doing a whole lot of CURSING!

Scars tatted on my heart,

feels like the world's just falling apart.

Always in my room alone feeling unloved,

The only person that cares about me is the man above.

I know you may think im over exaggerating the story,

But that was the only part 1 of my story called "The Big Worry".

Moved in, that was strike 2,

Killed my vibe the moment they said "I Do".

Moms attitude changed and now the world revolves around you...

I guess my mom forgot i even existed too.

I guess my mom have so much hate in my real father

That she tortures me like I'm just another.

I have straight A's, but that doesn't seem to impress.

I'm one of the top hurdlers in Louisiana, even under all of this stress.

I try not to let these things bother me and come in the way of me doing my best,

I think this is just a part of God's Big Ol' Test.

I guess he is trying to see if I can achieve under all this pressure.

I just don't think I can and that's for sure.

I need to keep my head up high and stay in the books,

Because colleges don't pick you just because of your looks.

I hope my mom and her husband do well,

And I hope she gets her perfect fairy tale.

I know she probably doesn't care on how I feel,

I just wanted to let y'all know what was real.

But mom dont worrycause as soon as May 16, 2015 end,

You'll never have to see me again.