How simple is the solution really?

Is it really that easy to live with these feelings?

Can I learn how to live while hating myself?

Can I function in day to day life without some kind of help?

Will I learn how to cope with the anger, the pain?

Will I learn how to live with the sorrow, the shame?

I have hope that I'll figure this out,

That the voice of reason will drown out the screams and the shouts.

But looking at experience, I'll suffer my fate;

Even if I stay sober, my heart will drown in hate.

-Jarred Shah

6/6/2020

9:58am