Laying in bed,                 
lazy and careless,         
oh how much I had,    
Power control and respect,   
but no I JUST RAN AND CRYED,      
Maby just Maby if I just did somthing,     
if I just raided my voice and spoke up there,    
so much stories could have played out differently,   
but no I shut my self away and allowing them drift away,    
those I loved those I held dear I pushed away when running,    
I shut my heart away and exiled myself from the hearts of other,        
but I had it,         
I had power,       
I had the respect,       
but I was a coward,       
I ran away like a fool,      
making others play for me,       
This action becoming my sin,     
the sin of having power but abandoning it,       
having power but being a selfish and cowardly,      
this sin clinging and engraving itself in my heart,    
the sin of the dragon.