Don't look at me like that, i know what I'm doing is wrong.
it's not like it's something i have to do
it's just something i do
you wouldn't understand.
I know i look different
I am different.
I even act different.
I enjoy it
it makes me happy
even if it is for a little while..
Will i stop?
I want to sometimes but the smoke
clouds my vision.
it rolls in white waves drifting me farther and father away.
Don't look at me like that, I know I am not perfect
but neither are you.
Because every time i look at you,
I see me...