I am tired of playing this sick game
I don't understand why I always take the blame
Sure I don't give people the impression
But it sure feels like depression
Someone needs to take the pain away
This is a game I do not want to play
I don't want to set off an alarm
But I used to self harm
No one knows my past
There is no way that will last
Secrets always come out
That is usually another reason to pout
But no matter what
I will not cut
The enemy will not win
Even if it causes my head to spin