Dissipate
Pulsating between despondent and elated,
somber yet gentle.
Relentlessly fighting for a better life, a happier life.
Pushing me back into a deep desolation.
Drowning in the navy rapids, my life was disappearing,
Like a book coming to a melancholy ending.
Peacefully slipping away from reality.
Lungs are closing, memories are fading, muscles are paralyzed,
body is stiff.
Float up to the light, darling.
This poem is about:
Me