Oh Sweet Jesus,
This one Literally tares me to pieces
w/ all the factitious reasons
Of faceitious believing.
And all for No Good Reason.
And There Reason Being,
They tried to Destroy what we believe in...
When Never Really Seein..
Our True Beauty, all that you'd been keepin....
Hidden away so they to would be in.....
Limbo, Distracted Not Ever Truly Seein...
All the Beauty I Die Daily to be Revealin...
I'm just tryin to keep it Real and..
You just keep on Concealin???...
I Dont Understand these hands you been Dealin'...
Are you Afraid to Show your Feelings?
Or just Don't Want to Explain the Rhyme & Reason.
HELP ME understand the way your being.
If ya can't then I'll Assume I'm the Reason.
If it must be this, I'm not agreeing.
But I'll just fade out like the Passing Seasons.
Is it to Hard to Decide if your love is stronger than the Hollow Heart that's Barely Beating?
Than the Gossip we've been grieving?
or the desire To just pack up and leave it ?
Even when you've Been Influenced
by fractious Deceivin.
Why does it have to be this ?
I dont need this, who needs this?
Why ya keep on Steady Deceivin.?
It really gets my heart rate beating
And my skin begins steaming
I start to struggle breathing
Tryna find a valid reason
Why people are
Always misinforming
Making people onto believing
All the lies that are so misleading.
People couldn't just take the time..
To change the direction of the mind?
Well Unfortunately at this Time
they're all gonna soon find.
What Goes Round comes around on the dime
That they cant Deny.
That all the Doubts & fears
And Endless Lies
They dumped on us with the will to Destroy our Lives
will sadly turn on them & be there own Demise.
No matter how hard they Try, Sacrifice, Apologize or Comprimise and all they claim to Despise
Will Inadvertently Come as A Surprise and swarm them Like Bees And House Flies
No Escape Made Visible as theyll Soon Find..
Not any of them will Ever see the light they stole from our eyes
Even a dim light to The exit sign
they'll be Deprived
in this Great Design
What made you Cry
With all the ways they
plagued our lives
With The Doubts They hide
Deep inside
will Now Then Come Alive..
As they'll be Brought exposed to the Light.
While the wrong they've done will become there lives
All that Negativity will Positively
consume thier endless Nights
Cold, Dark Void of Love & Light
that once was Inside.
All they Dwell On Day n Night.
And then also afflict With
force magnified 10 times
The used on another's life.
On what they personally fear
and manipulate anothers Mind
That's right. KARMA is About to Ruin there Life
Days & Nights.fight
and ive the Dream
Be The Dream
What will be will Be
Just let me be
you be u and I'll be me.
I was lost without you
Couldn't Dream, couldn't
shine couldn't Thrive
Without you
I couldnt Seem to
find "Reason No Rhyme
Couldnt feel Alive cuz there was
No life without You.
I couldnt live couldnt feel ,
nothing seemed real
Except the shame
That I couldn't Even Die without you.
Only thing in my life that
was true
Was the Love i have for you
That i had validated it went through& through
And all I did and still I do
Is love you Always endlessly unconditionally Completely competitively Emotionally as my Life did and still Revolves round You.
I Put myself aside to give
all that I could
Not just because I said i would
but cause I know I should.
They say Seek and ye shall find
all you thought you would.
Onguard You still Let it destroy and Alter Both our Lives Forever as it would.
Leave Me in the wreckage
With no Dear john message
or any other
So Lost in the dark
Trying to find that lost spark
It just couldnt have went far
it brought us this Joy then it turned it into these lifeless Dreams & broken hearts all in between and afar
as I slowly fell apart
That brought us moments together
and moments apart
Straight from the start
i never Lost Heart
but gained the smarts
to bring us this far.
I guess thats a good start
Along with new direction
As it was the beginning of what caused my affliction.