This destroyed me
I never asked for it..
you say I'm nothing like your ex's
but that's a lie..
im a bit of both...
I hurt you...
and I cheated...
I didn't want to
I was lost at thought
I never thought she'd actually do it...
then again...
i never thought I'd hurt you...
and just knowing that...
I broke...
My Heart had shattered..
I fucked up so bad and I knew I'd never b able to fix it
If I could go bad in time I would..
id take all my mistakes back...
I wanted you to be my first kiss..
I begged for that
I wished for that...
I wanted it to be you...
But... I hurt you
This broke me...
no it didn't...
this destroyed me..