Desolate Return
Yelling at a closed door
Feeling full of grudge and war
Eyes brimming with pearl shaped tears
Differing views are full of fears.
Sometimes things are somewhat good
When we're made of brick and wood
But when we loosen seals so tight
The tear ducts open, we are a fight.
As I try to open eyes so shut
It always seems I'm just the stray mutt
Never understood, compatible to none
It appears my side can never be won.
Through all defenses, fights, and gore
There is no end, there's always more
When all I feel is shame for words
There is no cure, all's been overheard.
Sitting down to just eat our lunch
No room to breathe, or pack a punch
The thin air seems close to me
But she's so far, it's done, you'll see.
Now
When all I hear is silence
And all I hear is stoic cold
And all I touch is nothing
I know...
There's no way back to the good and old.