To my dearest Bewildered gem in which I desire. Your ignorance of my existence burns in my stomach like fire. To want, but not to have what you desire so deeply, attention craved by one you want so badly. My eyes scream notice me and my hands whisper hold me. Dearest desire why is it you cant see, why must you turn your cheek to thy? I strive and strive for you to just take a glimpse, Cant you see my body stretches and scrimps? I wait in distress that you wont ever look my way, I would be happy for just a word anything you'd care to say. I put on my best style , and always keep a great big smile. All in which I do in hopes to catch your attention when you pass by, Hoping that you will notice me in time. Dearest desire I would do anything for your attention, I would go to any and all lengths to grasp your affection.     Dearest desire notice me , open up your thoughts and see , what could be. Dearest desire I beg of you please, come to realize I'm reaching out to thy.