Depression
Depression
Darkness swallows everything.
There is no feeling,
No sadness,
No joy,
Only a dark weight.
I look for some way to end it,
A way to get rid of the oppressive heaviness.
Death seems like the only way.
No one cares.
No one asks if I’m OK.
Thoughts are my enemies.
I try to drown them out.
I make friends.
I play hard.
It fails. Guilt is my constant companion.
I just want to end it.
An overdose would be easy.
Cutting would be quick.
I’m scared.
I don’t want to die.