Damned thoughts keeping me confined 
Enter inside lets see what you can find 
Plenty of negativity always haunts my mind 
Repressed memories about mistakes 
Emotions I can't express because of the stakes 
Sexual thoughts roam amuck with no breaks 
Starting to wonder what inside me is broke 
Is it I or is it life that's the joke 
Ostracized by myself that's irony 
Not even wanted by myself I should fire me