Defiance
I like to think I’m always smiling
I wish that that were true
And all the things I labor for
Are always meant for you
I’m working every hour
Into the dead of night
I practice what I cannot do
Until I get it right
Yet despite all of my efforts
No matter how I try
This burnout that you’re causing me
Why aren’t you satisfied?
I try to step out of the crowd
I’m trying to succeed
But to you I’m never good enough
I cannot take the lead
“Look at the people around you,” you say
“Look at how much they do
They’re brilliant and they’re geniuses
Why can’t you be that, too?”
I’m tired of you comparing me
To someone I am not
I am an amazing person
Or maybe you forgot
I’m clever and I’m funny
Well rounded and polite
I’m not afraid of anything
Especially doing what’s right
I don’t have to be a genius
All I have to be is me
And then I’ll know how it truly feels
To live life happily