In Defense of the English Major
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“English Major”
Just a mouthful of syllables
Only a small bite that their teeth grind to dust
Which they pour down my throat with a disapproving smirk
To them, it gushes with the bitter taste of a prison sentence
Condemning me to a lifetime of meager salaries
And an endless cycle of “Would you like fries with that?”
They’ll always soldier on, rattling the cage of my rationality
Prosecuting the sanity of others like me
And they’ll never understand
That when I try to navigate that labyrinth of equations
Or unravel that vicious tangle of numbers
It only purchases me a first-class ticket
To distant country called “Lost” on the border of “Confused”
But the words, to me, are different
They weave their nests in the valleys between sleep and waking
Hovering in the air like floating fragments of sky
Spinning ribbons of music out of the stagnant threads of silence
Poetry, with its gossamer wisps of staccato and legato lines
Is trapped inside the very breath
That surges through the bellows of my lungs
And when my skin is pricked open
Dewdrops of black-and-white prose will surface
My fingerprints leave behind all the stories that I have yet to tell
Percolating, like a bubbling pot of coffee, in the ocean of my thoughts
They will never grasp what a terrible disservice it is to tell me
I am “Just an English Major”
In my eyes, the words will never be empty and lifeless as they see them,
Like the corpses of preserved specimens on display in novels and textbooks
I witness them blooming with purpose and bursting with life
And the more of them that I devour
Scribbling their pulsing colors onto the canvas of my soul
The more like them I become
Dripping with radiant possibility