The Deed (Part 1)
The edge is behind you now
What's in front is unclear
Anger, pain, and sadness
It seems you can't hear
Reason to the smallest degree
Your friends start to leave
All you're left with is the previous 3
Emotions that you felt when you first arrived here
But now they've come back with fear
You wonder how you got somewhere
That seemed so far but was really so near
You shed a tear
A new emotion comes into play
It's name is despair
It tells you that you no longer want to be here
You want a permanent change and you want it now
You start thinking of ways to put yourself down
And what the note should say
While you levitate in the bathroom
Or maybe when the last thing you hear is one "boom"
Fear starts to bloom
But you know it will all be over soon
So you make a half hearted attempt
The instant you do your body fills with regret
You're hoping someone comes and saves you from your terrible mistake
You're blacking out it might be too late
But you awake