It was what nobody suspect,
And denial begins,
Because how could a girl like me
Who has everything
Fall into this pit of darkness?
Is it really my fault
That I may be depressed?
With my general anxiety,
My high expectations,
On top of my general stress?
You say I have no reason
To feel the way I do,
as if you knew.
I know that I made a huge mistake,
And that I hurt you.
I thought out help
To improve upon the problem,
But it came instead with its own set
When secrets came out
And the words were uttered.
I know I'm the one that needs to change,
You can't do it for me.
But there is no reason to be upset
When you have no control.
Just help me reach my goal.
If I knew the problem I'd fix it,
But the truth is I don't.
So why do you tell me what to do,
When you struggle to comprehend
What drove me into the deep end.