Dear mom and dad
You won’t ever actually hear this because I’m too scared of what you might say
Dear mom and dad
Yes. I care what you think of me
Dear mom and dad
I’m sorry. I know you wanted a perfect or at least a good daughter but all you got was me
Dear mom and dad
Why isn’t that enough
Dear mom and dad
Why can’t you see I’m trying
Dear mom and dad
Why can’t you see I’m dying
Dear mom and dad
I’m tired. Of all this bullshit pretending. On both ends.
Dear dad
I’m sick of it. I’m sick of lying to mom about where my bruises come from
Dear dad
I’ve hated the smell of alcohol since I was three and started associating it with pain
Dear dad
I drink now too
Dear dad
How could you
Dear mom
I’m not perfect
Dear mom
I cry every night
Dear mom
I cried while writing this
Dear mom
I’ve never cried in front of you
Dear mom and dad
I’m suicidal
Dear mom and dad
I’m depressed
Dear mom and dad
I suffer from anxiety
Dear mom and dad
You don’t know
Dear mom and dad
You don’t know because you don’t actually see me- you see a shell
Dear mom and dad
That shell is what you want me to be and why you can’t see me is a mystery
Dear mom and dad
Look a little left and maybe you’ll see me hiding in the corner
Dear dad
You fucking hypocrite
Dear dad
Don’t try to tickle me when sober and look at me weird when I cringe and back away
Dear dad
If you actually looked at me you’d see my scars
Dear dad
They’re both scars you gave me and scars I gave myself
Dear mom
You don’t see them either
Dear mom
Where are you when I need you
Dear mom
Where are you know
Dear mom
Happy Mother’s Day
Dear mom and dad
I’m lonely
Dear mom and dad
I don’t sleep at night
Dear mom and dad
I’m scared
Dear mom and dad
Did your older children use up all your paternal instincts?
Dear mom and dad
What’s unconditional love
Dear mom and dad
What happened to always supporting me
Dear mom and dad
Why don’t you care
Dear dad
I’m sorry you wanted another boy
Dear dad
I’m sorry I’m not a boy
Dear dad
I’m sorry I can’t be like a boy
Dear dad
I don’t like worms
Dear mom
Yeah my best friend is gay
Dear mom
Why are you scared of her
Dear mom
Are you afraid I’ll become gay myself?
Dear mom
Weird. Yesterday you were afraid I was sleeping with my boyfriend.
Dear mom and dad
I’m sleeping with my boyfriend
Dear mom and dad
Do you prefer the term fucking
Dear mom and dad
I call it making love
Dear mom and dad
It’s the only love I’ve ever had
Dear mom and dad
Do you know what love is
Dear mom and dad
I know you know what making love is because I hear it
Dear mom and dad
My room’s a room below yours
Dear mom and dad
Everyone always tells me what great people and parents you are. I just smile and nod
Dear mom and dad
I hope you’re having a great day.
I love you.
And the sad thing is- I do.