Dear Child
You made me worry
Forced decisions to make
He said he wouldn't leave you
But he's not around now...
I would have loved you by myself
Or give you a different life
My dear, you were troublesome
And you weren't even here
No pitter-patters
No babbles...nothing
You were not born
I can't help but think about you
How your father would have stayed
Or take you from me...
My decision would've been cruel
I couldn't be there for you
But since you're not here
Was never brought into this world
I didnt have to choose...
I don't have to say "sorry"
But why do I feel sorry?
Sorry for you?
-Mommy