Dear Child,

Hear I am, looking down at you; waiting for you to talk  (acknowledge) me; wondering why you're ignoring me

My Dear Child,

I see you're in pain, but you dont want(my) me (to) help
I see you aching and I see you longing for me, but you dont want anything to do with me
I watch you everyday as you throw away the wonderful life I gave you.; crying to see my beautiful child behave this way
I wait for you to reach out to me so I can help, but to you I'm just a waste of time

My Dear Beloved Child,

you want to come back, I [can] see it in your eyes( and actions)
I urge you little by little, hoping you'd understand, but you ignore me
you ache & i want to show you my undying love for you, but you don't want anything to do with me
I weep as you fade away from me into the 'word'
it hurts to see my precious child suffer like this
aching & hurting
full of hate and mad at the world,
confused & upset
broken hearted & alone
but I can't do anything but watch and wait; hoping you'll see that I love you  and'll be waiting for your return