Thu, 08/31/2017 - 08:27 -- Dediji

Heaviness filled my heart as each day goes by.The thought of you gives me an electric chargeI wish for it to be divine but yet it hurts like hellThen I keep wondering wasn't it suppose to be magicalAs we do watch it in the movies?But the only chemistry I could feel is as a result of unbalanced equation. I never wanted a thought of you that I want to push awayI want a thought I could allow to linger on Something I can sleep with and feel peace within meYou came around and gave my heart an ache it couldn't bearIt got bad and disfunctioned that all it could hold are the memories I once thrashed.Repair is the last thing I wished for right nowModification is all I hoped for It doesn't matter anymore?You came and left a path that will be rememberedI still got you in the same heart you createdThat's the place you've got to be as I try to still believe The search continues and yet I still won't be able to experienceWhat I wished forAt least not anytime soon......  

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