Crossroads
Have you ever felt so lost
In life, in love, in the world
Felt like there was no one there
No one to turn to
Theres billions on billions of people here
You have so many followers on twitter and instagram
So many friends on facebook
So many names in your contact
Yet you still can't find not even one person to talk to
And you just sit there thinking to yourself ....what now?
Have you ever felt as if there was no point of going on
You feel like you took your final footsteps
And the worst part is I know Ive Been Wrong For So Long
I Fell And I Didnt Get Back Up
So I Crawled
I Crawled In My Misery And Shame Because It Made Me Feel Comfortable
And no I am not crazy but I am honest
Its like your stuck in this ditch
Flooded with your sorrows your pain
Depression, anger, must I go on?
I was in a constant fight with myself
I knew what was right for me but what ever was wrong seemed better to my diserning eye
They call this ditch rock bottom
Where people receive their break throughs
Their wake up calls
But all you just want to do is sleep and block out the world
Yet Insonmia was calling my name
I wasnt at peace with my life
anywhere
When I was in this ditch
Rock bottom
I met this guy
He always comes at the randomest moments
When I would least expect him to come
I spoke to him while I was deep in my wrongs
Make Me New
My Temple is broken down
Make me into A New Creature That Will Follow Your Steps
And Obey your Commands
Make Me In Your Image
Im Here By Grace
Through Christ
By Faith
I didnt know what I was more mad at him seeing me at my worst or finding myself back where I didnt belong
Yet...he forgave me
And he forgives you too
And you are not alone
Because even on the darkest nights the sun will always shine in the morning
I love the way the sun rises in the morning
It reminds me that I have another chance at fullfilling my duty
It's a blessing in its self that we woke up this morning
It means we all single handedly have a purpose
We have a task to be completed
We have a testimony to be testified
I know that one day I will be where I want to be
Before I get there
I will have obstacles in my way and sometimes my obstacles will pile and when that happens
I will climb and even when it seems far to hard and far too high
I will continue to climb-
Because it will take way too much energy to get back down
And when I get to the top
I will know I did everything with power invested in me
I know I'm not Perfect
But I will try
I will wear my imperfections
Like a beautiful daffodil accessorized in my hair
I dont know where this Odyssey will take me
But I'm ready to inherit the wisdom growth and success that will come along
Colossians 3:23-25