Crazy, Stupid Love
My fingers lay on the wheel
Silent and stammering all at once
Watching as the droplets coating my windshield serves as a rain reel
Wondering why I let you in.
I’ve been bitter
I’ve been blue
And things have been difficult
Since I lost you.
When the sidewalk ended,
And the streets gazed back at me with greedy fingers
It was through your love lended
That my sense of self had still lingered.
Why I left you
I’m still not entirely sure
With full candor I say I miss you
But I have little left that could serve as a lure.
I know you love me still
But I can’t vocalize my own feelings
For you deserve to move on with someone wonderful
And I am not that.