Always have this thought

Believing that I am lost

Crying uncontrollably trying not to be scared

Dying inside feeling helpless

Expressing is so hard 

Fear of the world and everything that comes with it

Going absolutely crazy

Help is what I need only but i am afraid to speak

Inside I am  dying

Just because people say they understand , i wont Believe it

Kind words and comfort is all i need

Love is so painful yet so beautiful 

Maybe ill overcome this fear

Never was i this scared 

Or do i have to keep living this way?

People will love me for who i am

Questions will turn into answers

Soon it will be alright

Tomorrow may be the day 

Unfortunately it hasn't for awhile

Vulnerable is who I am?

What nonsense I must change!

Why should I change who i am?

Youthful days are coming back  

Zipping through the pain.