Cost of Strength
Shelter, protected not empty
Views narrowed on the small walls and closed door
Not locked
Being in the familiar a cozy feeling
Nudge, nudge
Thrown
out of the little bubble I’ve known
Out of the safety called home
Sudden, shocking, scary
this wide open sea
suffocating
engulfing
fading
There is nothing more destructive
than being shoved
into that corner
with fear possessing the cells
of your body
clogging your thinking
Yet
there is nothing more powerful
than the act of being thrown
into the corner
by the one you trust
Love
For they know what you do not know
that you can lift more
than what you think you can
That there are ‘super powers’ waiting to be unlocked
That learning and improving can be
Painful
Love stands there
while you are screaming
while your heart is bleeding sorrow thinking
betrayal
Love holds the pain of being misunderstood
knowing
that you will walk out victorious
It holds your heart in their heart
your sorrows are their sorrows
Love guides and strengthens
My God you are Love