Control
I knew at that moment
All I had to do was reach
But my silly mind
Filled me with worries
About how irrational I was being
Yet my heart
Brought thoughts to light
That had not been conjured
In a long while
And I almost did
Then again my brain
With all its worries
Told me it wouldn't work
That my heart was being dumb
And that I would fail and get hurt in the end
My heart withering in its cage
Screamed at me
Promising me happiness
And I rested my hand on the rails
But never opened the lock
Until a fellow prisoner spoke
And my brain shrieked and hid
While my heart scolded
"I told you so"
I should've trusted it
Because once I did
Things changed
And everything I ever wanted
Was mine for the taking