Conflict weather you love a person but the negativity they speak crushes all the love . Why ? I some times wonder am I to comfortable? Why let him feel like he has the power ? Why do I under estimate myself ? This questions sound like something from a book but in reality I'm Feeling all this mixed emotions ! I want the best for my son , having his two parents together . But is his way of making fun or always putting me down for any mistake I do right ? Because he loves me ..Is that where I want to be ? Why ? He love me he's suppose to encourage me help me, have patience but there's to a certain extent he looks out for him self . Sooner or later he'll leave me for something better, but I am better. I have to remember to love myself.