comp book
Dear composition book,
I used to write in you every day.
You knew everything.
I told you my dreams,
my fears,
my fantasies.
You have works of fiction and nonfiction inside of you,
all told by me.
But you’re only filled halfway.
I got my own laptop one day and I started typing instead of writing.
I neglected you.
I left you on my shelf for a while, still opening you to reread some of my past work occasionally. Then you were covered by some books.
Then I stuck you in the closet.
The dark closet full of other forgotten items.
You never got to experience my writing mature.
If you read what I wrote now you might not even recognize me anymore.
I’m sorry for abandoning you.
Without you, though, I may have never even started writing.
The stars on your cover called to me and inspired my first written work: Gold Star.
You are the reason I started writing and I don’t regret a single thing I wrote in you,
even if some of it is quite embarrassing for me to read now.
This is an apology letter,
but also a thank you note.
I don’t know who I’d be without you.
Sincerely,
A.C.