Colors.
Location
Red.
It's all I see.
The stains are everywhere.
They're in the tub and on my sheets.
Black.
That's all I feel.
There is darkness on every corner.
In every shadow, even at home.
Blue.
That's all I hear.
Your words, telling me to "kill myself"
With desperate despair, I live in fear.
Yellow.
That's all I want.
I want the sun to come back.
Like a flower I want to bloom.
Gone.
That's all I am.
When I asked for sunshine,
You gave me a bullet. A knife. A rope. A bottle of pills.
Oh why did you put that hatred in my hand?
Red.
I see it again.
But this time there's
Black.
That's the only thing I see.
No more
Blue.
All the sadness has left me.
Instead I am
Yellow.
I have been brought back to the sun.
Ashes to ashes, from a tiny little gun.