Coffee
We all have our bad days
Days when I feel like transporting to some unknown country
Separating myself from everyone and everything
Days where it feel like no matter what I do is not good enough
I’m whole in the morning
But at night
When everyone is through with me
It feels as if I’m grinded up into a million peices
Trying to reach their fine and acceptable expectations
Because if you're like me
You tend to come off as bitter at first
Which causes most people to scrunch up their nose
And empty me out of their life
And that’s okay
Because I know
I know i’m not fit for everyone
Most of those people rather spread tea anyway
Than brew true friendships
This is what my life use to be like
A big hot boiling mess
Until I met my superhero
My Father
My inspiration
My personal motivation
He
Is so sweet
The opposite of me
Showed me the true meaning of happiness
Happiness is all the small things we take for granted
All the “i love you’s”
Hugs, and morning sugar
And the cream filled days that
Whitened my black days
No
bad days when my feelings
Felt like it was to hard to swallow
So i lied awake at night thinking about what
was to follow me tomorrow
But he would stay up all night and whisper sweet words of encouragement
Then he would fix me a glass of milk to wash out my sorrows
And in the morning he would make me coffee
We would pretend that night never happened
Because everyday was a new day
And today he’s not here with me
I guess you could say he is my motivation
To keep getting up in the morning
And starting my day
With simply
A coffee