i want to write about happy things

so i find myself thinking of your lips

i find myself hoping that tonight

i’ll finally get to kiss you-

at least in my dreams

when i want to feel happy

i find myself thinking of your voice

and how handsome my name sounds

when you speak it

when i want to feel happy

i think about that night at the concert

watching you sing along to every word

while standing beside me

and i think about how i fell in love with you

a little more that night

and how i realized

forever might not be so terrible

if i got to spend forever 

with you.