Imagine a rebellious child who skipped out on family outings, school outings and everything that people with souls hold dearest to them. This child  went down a treacherous path, defying all the laws in front of him. he simply did not care for hearts that were broken, he would say truthfully. he was filled with scorn when ended up in abyss full of scorn where children who the defy the law go. 

 Sitting there he realized that he made a folly and this mistake would follow him like a wretched sin to the last breath of life he would take and the last glance of the world and all its beauty he would ever get to see.

You would think his burden was the amount of bodies he accumulated in his basement but that was not the case he worried when he could get out of prison and retrive the girl he once knew as the love of his life. She symbolized the world to him the passion that lives within every soul and a reason to trust. THis was the only thing that kept him at peace behind bars. After all he spent his whole life behind a locked door. What effect does a few more years have on his soul.