What do you call a war within yourself? 

A civil war? 

"I'm at civil war with myself" 

"My demons are winning." 

The demons wear coats of red, while I wear a coat of blue, 

With purple pants...  

Every day, suicide, is the form of death for these soldiers... 

When I have suicidal thoughts, they die. 

With infinite amount of soldiers and demons, who knows who will win? 

Oh that's right... I know. 

I know who will win. 

The warrior. 

I am the warrior. 

The real question is not, who? But when? 

When will I win my civil war?