Chagrin d'amour

 

 An hourglass can’t count the time that I feel on the inside.

      Chagrin d’Amour.

My heart is breaking without you viens petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

          Weight is like shame, fate is without fame and I feel my legs tremble with every step.

      Chagrin d’Amour.

My heart is breaking without you viens petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

Pain has almost become a part of life, but the sting of thorns without the soothing of the rose is like complete distress, like part of me has been cut off and the other still strives to survive.

      Chagrin d’ Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you viens petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

    I can see thy phantom, but I cannot reach thee for ye have forgotten me.

      Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you viens petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

   Coldness from thy heart feels as if ye have completely abandoned me to join the other flowers.

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you viens petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

Ye join them upon that little boat on that cold river to sail away from me so I will no longer exist to thee, though ye know I do.

      Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you viens petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

It ades me. It bades me to watch ye sink below while I freeze above on this desolate island of eternal winter and night.

      Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you viens petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

Can’t speak to you for you shall turn your head and not hear me, can’t feel you for you’ve thrown the key far away so I cannot unlock the door to help you remember.

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you viens petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

Arrows have stuck in my heart that it shall never heal but bleed till death do its part.

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

Surely you shall see the tears in mine eyes, the pain in my heart so I can only feel this life perish away from me.

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

Your heart shall be pierced and shall wail to see how you have abandoned your first love for the world.

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

How shalt thou bring me back to you and save me from the blood that rain down my head from beneath this crown?

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

Remember the time we first found another in paradise, remember when ye were a part of me and I, a part of thee to make one?

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

If thou shalt not remember me, then how shall I remember what it is to live, to love, to fight, to hold thy hand once more?

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

If I shall perish, I shall perish for thee petit rose and in thy remembrance so that I shall live on, but if thou forgettest me then I shall perish in vain and all this shall be as in vain also.

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

Remember the marriage we had prepared or haste thou forgotten that for the fantasies of this world.

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

Promises are meant to be made, but not broken as a token that is given and taken away.

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

Thou was deceived for that one who pretended to be me, but do I not have that feeling that we both share, do I not bear the signature in mine eyes that I am yours and you are mine.

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

Now that you have forgotten me I shall perish away for a little while from thee for my words are as dead unto you and for your love means nothing compared to what you see in this oasis that shall soon be covered by night and snow. 

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

Someday you shall remember me and weep that ye had left me for this once you see how real this is compared to what we had and you shall return to the place we first met, but I shall not be there not for a long, long time, but someday I will come back for you. 

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

For though thou turnest thy back from me, I have not turned my back from thee and thy weeping, but as of now, ye shall slumber petit rose until I return to awaken thee from thy long slumber so that we shall be wed and bring heaven upon this world so that all evil shall perish and our kingdom established.

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

        Remember my voice, remember my signature, remember that I am thy one and only love.

    Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without you petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you.

As for now, I kiss thee goodnight and even in thy night, my spirit you shall always remember in thy long dream for part of me shall always still be there to guide thee and help you remember me and that ye only have so long before I come to save thee from that dragon.

          Chagrin d’Amour.

 My heart is breaking without thee, petit rose for I can no longer bear this crown without you, but I will be able to come back for you and ye shall know the next time that I am the one you are bewedded to and that dragon shall be slain before the foot of the cross.

 

This poem is about: 
Me

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