Cameryn, It's Not There
Cameryn, it’s not there
You are thinking too much again
Internalizing
Enfolding
Why don’t you just take break?
A break?
What if…
What if I get swallowed in the break
They always says there is too much at stake
I sit there…I don’t want to wallow
But it’s hard…the thoughts
They always come back
Cameryn, it’s not there
Stop crying invisible tears
Stop shedding invisible hairs
Abstain from invisible mirrors
Abstain from a brain that’s not there
If I do
What will happen to me?
I’ll be no one
They think I am someone
But in actuality
I am losing
I am slowly defusing
Cameryn, we’re not here
As much as we want to be
We’re not there
We see you
But you surely, I promise, don’t see us
We see you
But we’re not here
You’re not here
They’re not there
We’re not anywhere
But…
Cameryn will never know
At least now
That you were here