But...
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You say you need me
you want to be with me
you love me
or do you
But... will you love me
when I’m awake at 11pm,
and 1:30 am, AND 3 am
Shaking, crying
rocking back and forth
unable to come back to reality
Or... will you want to be with me
when I try to drift away
in fear you’ll find someone,
Anyone, better than me
Always pushing you away
in fear that I,
this worthless person,
will never be good enough
for someone, as perfect as you
And... what if you say you want me
and then you see another girl
and say to yourself
Why am I with this piece of trash
when there’s people like HER out there
For all I know,
I could just be a bet,
or a dare, something stupid like that
I don’t think you’re that way
but nobody ever does
It’s always unexpected
because people like you
are so damn good at hiding
behind this mask of innocence
But... I will not be fooled again
I will see past your mask
like the others didn't
and the next ones won’t
Because they wont expect it
it hasn't been done to them yet
and maybe it never will
we can hope, right?
You have to hope for something,
Anything good, at this point
to get you out of the rut
you have been dragged down into
Hope for the best outcome,
because you never know,
the best thing could come from it
Or the worst...
But hope
Hope for the better of the two
No matter what is going on
good or bad, happy or sad
There is always a but... And it can always change
For better or for worse
But always to create
Create a new pathway
For this journey called life