The bottle's in your hand
And can't escape
You won't let it.
Your hand Turns white
From fear of losing it's best friend.
Life as you knew it
Is gone. Change has taken over.
And made your life a living Hell.
But you didn't know it was coming.
You were living life happily
While, slowly, It took over your body,
Your soul And demolished what was left of you.
Is gone. You're staring up at the stars and moon.
Your friends are silent,
You wonder if they're thinking the
Same thing as you.
You just wanted to have fun.
You didn't know that all of
The vodka Would catch up to you this much.
You told yourself it wouldn't be like this.
You didn't want to be like every other
Falls Deep into their own world
And never returns.
Fun with your friends turned into a need
And you Just didn't want to stop.
You turned into your worst enemy,
What you were always secretly
Afraid you would be.
No More fun for you.
No more best friend.
You should have thought before
That first sip.
Each night began to feel
Longer As you would continuously lie to your parents
And come home later and later
Until there were nights when
You didn't come home at all.
Where did you go?
You are nowhere to be found.
I see a body with a bottle,
Exhausted, frazzled, worn-out,
But what I loved before