it was my fault
the misleads
lies to myself
lies to my ex
should've said from the beginning, didn't want the sex
although she was very pretty
she was overweight
should've said from the beginning, what i like in a woman
she is a beautiful person
with a beautiful heart
i play a big part
of not telling her from the start
what i truly want
whether it was right or wrong
at least hearts would've been broken
she was devastated as i was as well
everything she assess and stated , she was exactly correct
there was no denial on my end
even if i try to twist and bend
what shed in the dark
will come to light
we didn't have to fight
there was nothing to fight for
at the end, she walked out my door
there was a moment of silence
needed to express myself the war dr. king did about non-violence
got on my hands and knees to pray
spoke out about all that transpire
relationship ended bad like milk that was just expire
i ask god for forgiveness
i ask god to help me heal
to be a better man
to be true to myself
no matter what
whether its right or wrong
honesty is the best policy
unfortunately, there were no signatures
right now, its about moving forward
and learn from my mistakes
never again will i ever raise unnecessary stakes