Blind State of Mind

There's this little glimmer in your eyes,But your face is disguised,I can't seem to resist, Is it true? Do I even exist? Maybe the cliché part of my soul has finally escaped me, Of the hopeless romantic I can never be, I can't bare the hatred and love that comes toward my empty vessel, Full of disbelief and lies that I've all come down to wrestle. Then you entered my life and showed me trust wasn't always lost. That with hope in love that there'd always be a cost. Go on and ask me this one more time? Why I'm afraid to love again it's become such a climb. Leaving the line. Of irrational signs. I've become so blind. To this unconscious state of mind. But now that I've realized all the things you could do. I found myself falling hopelessly in love with you. Your heartbreaks and honesty has touched and crafted a heart. Something I knew I never had nor wished to be a part. All the heart gives you is pain to suffer in life. Making it harder to relax when all you do is strife. But you somehow discovered my lost and the found. You found it all to yourself never passed it around.Mended the cuts and bruises and filled the open wound.Taken every part of my soul and letting it swoon. I can't face my fears of taking that ungodly road again. Re-entering the bullshit of some made up old friend. She ruined the good that still strived inside of me. Locking me in her life with my hopes to one day be free. Entwined in her locks full of putrid and hate. Something I've learned that you'd never debate. Go on and ask me this one more time? Why I'm afraid to love again it's become such a climb. Leaving the line. Of irrational signs. I've become so blind. To this unconscious state of mind. But now that I've realized all the things you could do. I found myself falling hopelessly in love with you. All the lessons you've learned? They were never the truth.But we teenagers wouldn't know? Because we're still in our youth.A pathetic waste of space nothing but a bitch. Is what a mother like mine seems to think, would you like to switch? But between all the sour and sweet in all days.I've made myself fall for you in so many ways. Your laugh and smile shutter my heart into two. From the moment we met I knew it'd be you. You'd save me from the heartbreaks I've come to counter before. Take all the pain away I've always wanted and forever be more. Go on and ask me this one more time? Why I'm afraid to love again it's become such a climb. Leaving the line. Of irrational signs. I've become so blind. To this unconscious state of mind. But now that I've realized all the things you could do. I found myself falling hopelessly in love with you.  

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Awkward Turtle

*fangirls mentally*

It's So Beautiful!!! 

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