Bipolar
You held me when the weight of the world was too much
And combed the hair out of my swollen eyes filled with tears
You left chocolates in my locker
And helped me laugh away my fears
You yelled at me that I was toxic and tough
And never let me forget the times I messed up
You made some nights so damn rough
And all I wanted to do was run away and never look back
You slow danced with me to no music in the park
And we smiled imagining a future, just the two of us
You whispered “I love you” into the growing dark
And twirled me around through the grass
Your eyes poured tears, your tongue heavy with beer
And all I wanted was for you to leave my house
You cried about dying, it was too much to hear
And I wish you had left much sooner
Your mom and I have the same birthday
And I love her so much, shes the best
You never wanted me to go away
And I wanted to stay forever
You went through my phone when I left the room
And when I came back I could tell something was wrong
Your face had changed from satisfaction to gloom
And I wished I had taken it with me
You kissed me hard as I got in the car
And sped off away to college
You said you would call, it wasn’t that far
And yet I never heard from you, ever
Now it’s all over, I’m never coming back
You’re blocked on all social media,
I couldn’t take the attacks
You’re in bed with another
It only took two weeks
But I’ve learned from my mother
That the strong don’t act weak
So you can keep your “i love you’s”
They clearly don’t matter
I’m gonna move one
And put mind over matter
So goodbye and goodluck, I hate you it's true
Although, sadly, some part of me will always
Still
Love
You.