Best Friend
Even though there is a lot of distance between us
Our hearts are connected as one
When I talk to you, you are always goofing off
But in reality you are always there when I need it the most,
Giving me all the support and advice
Sometimes, I hate relying on you so much
Because I feel like I'm a hindrance, a bother
I guess you can say I'm trying to fill in the void in my heart
Since you are the only guy in my life since my dad passed away
Without reliazing it myslef, I sought out someone to rely on
Maybe that's why I let you in my life so easily
I wasn't surprised when you said you got close to me on purpose
That's not the whole story
Part of me wants to let you go, so I won't get a wound that won't heal
A wound that would lead me into solitude
But it's a lose-lose situation
Other part of me knows that If I let you go, I'll slumber in despair
You are the best, irreplaceable friend and older brother anyone could ask for