Belittling Bestie Who’s Really A Beast

You make me so MAD!

You take my advice for granted.

You don’t see how much I care about you.

In front of everyone at school all you want to do is act cool.

You’ll be loud for no reason and crack all the jokes just to make yourself feel good.

But while everyone else is laughing no one else knows why you do this but me.

I know you feel insecure and hurt the one’s closest because you’re scared yourself.

It’s like your way of calling for help.

No one else sees it.

But I do!

I know every one of your problems.

In private I talk to you.

I try and tell you what’s best for you.

In the moment you listen.

But when were back with the gang you throw all my help out of the window!

You continue to emasculate me in front of everyone.

I hate it!

I don’t even fight back because I know you’ll say something off topic.

Off topic but still embarrassing to me. Hurtful to me.  Just something awful.

Like when you repeat something that was for your ears only.

Or fail to fulfill a promise.

*night before*

“yeah man I’ll help you out on this”

*day of*

“OHHH WHY DON'T YOU GO TALK TO HER?!. ”

"EVERYONE LOOK AT HIM! SCARED TO HER TALK EVEN AFTER ALL THEY'VE DONE"

Well thanks for the help.

My face got red and I just walked away.

This is just one of the many ways you’ve made me feel bad just for your own gain.

Yeah people think it’s funny.

But I’m your Best Friend!

Go ahead and laugh unnecessarily loud and clap your hands to call attention.

Go ahead and take me for granted.

Because you know that I’ll still be there for you.

No matter what.

Your best friend.

*sigh*