It would be

so much easier

to forget about you 

if you hadn't been the 1st person to say

"You never have to 

*be lonely, hurt, scream, hate your reflection, lose weight, always fight, expect more, hate,

change, fix, delete, hate, edit, rearrange, make better, hate, revamp, improve, hate, destroy,

remix, hate, feel pain, feel happy, hate, feel more pain, hate, and more, hate, and MORE,

hate.*

feel that way again..."

And make me believe it.