Because I thought I loved you
Because I thought I loved you, I shamelessly walked in your shadow.
Because I thought I loved you, I was blind not to see that you were shallow.
"Fresh meat"
"Innocent"
"Virginal"
Because I thought I loved you, I dismissed all of the words you used to describe me.
Because I thought I loved you, I let you force me down to my knees.
"Slut"
"Easy"
"Whore"
Because I thought I loved you, I didn't let these words affect me.
Because I thought I loved you, I thought I was who I wanted to be.
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Because I love him, I realize how selfish you were.
Because I love him, love has become so much more.
"Patience"
"Understanding"
"Respectful"
Because I love him, I am able to grwo as a person.
Because I love him, I understand that there must be a reason.
"Compassion"
"Mutuality"
"Healthy"
Because I love him, I was able to release myself from you.
Because I love him, I am able to experience how it feels to be loved too.
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