To Be
To speak without the fear of future regret
To be able to run forever without the fear of falling
To know that I can speak without,
minutes, seconds, hours, days, years
later, wanting to change or take back what was said
To hope that what was said wont be reshared or changed
To hope that what is said wont lead to embarrassment
To do with out being judged
To be able to dance alone with only my self watching every step
To know that I can do without,
minutes, seconds, hours, days, years
later, wanting to change or take back what was done
To hope that what is done wont lead to embarrassment
To future fear and regret
To constantly be struggling to get past "what if" and future "remember when"
To know that I will or won't speak without,
minutes, seconds, hours, days, years
later, wanting to change or take back what was done
To know that what is done wont lead to embarrassment, is impossible