April's Fool

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It started with kiss on the lips cheek instead of the lips

I think it's time I prepare

I found a text in your phone then I called you that word that rhymes with "itch"

And it went down hill from them

But it's crazy because my mom vouched for you she even called you a keeper

But you were giving your number to every man excited to meet you

And at the club you had a G-String and some tight jeans

Then you rolling over when I was trying to the sex thing

I asked "What's up with that?"

I gave you all of my time but do you reimburse?

It doesn't take a blind man to see I'm hurt

It was supposed to be me and you against the universe

All of a sudden you worked late at the night class

I walk in the room to watch you leave room so fast

I need to take a seat the room is spinning around

I must be going crazy because I'm telling you "I love you"

While he's stroking you down

And now I'm hearing your phone ring

You doing your own thing

I'm looking over your shoulder everytime that you phone ring

You spent your whole spring break out 

We didn't make out

Because he was eating your face out like fast food take out

Its crazy because time won't give us time to find someone divine

Enough to define our minds

So now my mind is gone

Because I was trying to figure out what it was I tried to find in you

Every time you didn't thing I loved you I reminded you

I never knew I was the guy you were lying to

Even though you was lying

I was taking all your bluffs

You was trying to see my phone

And start arguments for nothing

Everybody told me I was wrong just for fearing this

But I'm not a pessimist

I'm an optimist with experience

Soon as I saw this coming I knew I should've said something

Instead I kept loving you and I said nothing

You love tweeting and tumbling all about it

And now we're stuck and life doesn't have a refresh button

My friends said it really hurts when love hits you

I never really planned on falling in love with you

My body is wants you and it's confused

It can't forget you

I'm trying to explain to my heart that we're done

And it needs to hate you

But it's not my heart's fault

All it knows is raw love

It's my minds fault for thinking it was all love

I gave you warm winters and even hotter summers

All these rumors came from nowhere

You was already ready to fall off

It used to be you that I was always running to

Now I know I'm not the only person loving you

Wait let me rephrase that

Because those other guys are just lusting you

So I just want you to know that I'm done with you

Because I refuse to be April's Fool

 

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