Apology to Self
Dear Faith,
I know, I get just how hard it gets
And all your struggles towards normalcy
I know, I get that it doesn't feel all that great
(And your coping skills can use work sometimes)
I'm sorry, Faith
I'm sorry for hating you, cutting you
I'm sorry for belittling
It's not fair, and it's not nice
You're colder to yourself than ice
We've gotten off track a few times, Faith
Doubt and fear, grief and anger stepped in
And we wanted to jump off the sinking ship
I'm sorry for giving up on you
You do know, you deserve the best life
You deserve better treatment than you give yourself
We're going to get through this, just like how we've survived thus far
We're going to make it
We just need some faith :)
<3 I love you, don't forget <3